The Cursed Sketchbook
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Tayson
Wainwright’s mother Madyson always seemed mad at him. Whether it
was his grades suffering because his head was in the clouds during
class, his social standing, or lack thereof, because he was seen as
the “weird kid” by her friends and their own children, or just
the fact that he liked to draw monsters, aliens, and demons from his
movies, comics, and video games instead of doing normal young adult
things like play sports or chase girls, everything he did simply
seemed to tick her off.
“I
don’t know what’s the matter with him,” he overheard her say
one day when she hosted friends for cocktails. “He simply seems to
live in his own little world full of nasty creatures and things
instead of in the here and now. I just don’t know, ladies!”
Her
friends had chuckled. But all Tayson, creeping around a corner, had
noticed was the disapproval in his mother’s voice. It wasn’t the
first time he’d heard it, nor would it be the last. But, it was the
first time his feelings mutated from disappointment to anger. That
had been in early May, when she and other mothers from Woodsborough
Academy were meeting to discuss throwing a party celebrating their
children leaving middle school. And it began what would be a long,
simmering summer for the both of them.
#
“I
don’t get why I have to go,” Tayson told his mother.
Madyson
folded her arms and huffed. “For one thing, it’s a pool party!
Surely even you can enjoy that. Another thing is that going to be in
your own backyard. And yet another, I practically had to beg the
other mothers to host it here.”
“Why?”
he asked while he kept staring at his burgeoning picture. “I don’t
like any of my classmates, and they don’t like me.”
“Tayson,
that’s what this is for. And it’s a chance for me to network as
well.”
He
put down his pencil and sighed. How many times had he tried to tell
her he wasn’t interested? Not only that, but he needed something
more, like he was being forced into an all-you-can-eat asian buffet
when he was craving seafood. It was bad enough she was interrupting
what was turning out to be a great drawing of a insect-dog monster,
but interrupting him for something he didn’t need, let alone want?
“So
it’s something for me that you want but I don’t,” he said. “I
understand totally. Thanks, Mom.” He went back to sketching.
“Could
you please look at me while I talk to you?” she said, not sounding
like she meant the “please” part. She spun his chair around. He
stared up at his statuesque mother as she glared down at him. Her icy
blue eyes froze him solid as she brushed a knife sharp swath of her
blonde bob out of her eyes. He did his best not to shrink into his
seat beneath her gaze. Her thick lips were downturned in their usual
disapproving pout.
“Now
listen to me,” Madyson told him, “I put a lot of effort into
getting this party thrown together and hosted at our home. It’s a
chance for you to put your best food forward as you transition from
middle to high school. What’s more, it reflects on me with the
other mothers and parents, and I know you wouldn’t want your father
and I to look poorly with them, would you?”
Just
staring at her made him realize why some of the guys in his class
would be at their party, which just made him want to go even less. He
had her blonde hair, blue eyes, and even some of her thick full lips,
but had his dad’s button nose and round chin, making him look
perpetually babyfaced. Add on his giant glasses and that his hair was
always an ungainly mop, and how the girls in his class surely saw him
gave him yet another reason to not want to go.
But,
he wanted to make her happy, even when she was mad at him, even when
she made him mad for not giving him what he needed.
Tayson
asked, “Can I just make an appearance and then head back in? Nobody
will notice I’m even there.”
Madyson
sighed and rubbed the bridge of her nose. “Tayson, for the love of
god…”
The
annoyed disappointment in her voice made him shrink further into his
seat. But, being denied an understanding response made his cheeks
burn.
“Yes,
ma’am,” he begrudgingly groaned.
“Thank
you,” she said, rolling her eyes and turning to go. “They’ll
start arriving at noon. Be ready a half hour before.”
“Okay,
Mom.”
She
stopped at his doorway, turning back to face him. “And Tay?”
She
paused and looked almost apologetic Was she actually going to
relent?
She glanced at the sketchbook on his desk. “Put those
abominations away, in case we show anybody the house.” With that,
she left.
Tayson
deflated like a punctured balloon then swiveled back around to his
sketchbook. And here he thought he was nailing some new monsters
spectacularly. The insect-dog had been inspired by the Resident
Evil
games and watching the old The
Thing
movie the night before. He flipped a page back to a scaly sort of
lizard man he’d imagined a day before after seeing some Warhammer
fantasy miniatures. Before that, xenomorphs from the Alien
movies. He flipped back, page after page of creatures skulking,
stalking, and crawling by. He reached the first page and shut the
book.
Couldn’t
she appreciate his artistic talent? She used to love to put his
drawings up on the fridge when he was young. Now that he was about to
turn 14 and enter high school, practically an adult, ever since he
grew to like horror and sci-fi movies and games and comics, no matter
how good his skills grew, she just looked at his sketchbook like it
was covered in roaches.
Roaches,
he thought. Not
a bad idea. Have to come back to that. After the party… Ugh.
Dispirited
from drawing, he left the sketchbook on his desk and decided to game
until it was time to change for the party.
#
The
early summer afternoon bathed the Wainwright household in seasonal
warmth, with just a hint of a breeze keeping things cool. The air was
rife with the smell of chlorine, sunscreen, and food and drinks.
Madyson overlooked the swarm of advancing students and their parents
as they talked, ate, drank, and of course, played in her massive
pool. She herself lounged on a patio chair under the shade of a large
navy umbrella, other mothers and fathers occupying the other seats,
her husband and Tayson’s father Patrick beside her. She wore a
white bikini underneath a blue mesh coverup mini dress, which, to her
bemusement, attracted more than a little attention from the other
fathers and a chunk of the growing boys.
Not
among them was Tayson.
While
Patrick told a joke making the others parents laugh, Madyson took a
long drink from her glass of sangria wine. Where was Tayson? Couldn’t
he see all the work she was putting into this for him? She was
practically trying to lay the foundation for him now that he was
leaving middle school and soon would be starting high school. Surely
he was aware of how much she wanted him to have an easier time one he
was a freshman, to cast off the chains of the “weird kid” label
and make friends and find a girlfriend and all that? She loved that
boy something fierce, but his reticence at making any sort of
progress just drove her crazy!
“Where’s
your own son?” one of the other mothers asked.
“Tayson?”
Patrick said, setting his bottle of beer down. “Yes, where is the
boy?”
Madyson
forced a smile as she felt scrutinizing eyes on her. “I’m sure
he’s just late coming out. Doesn’t want to brag about our home
and pool and all that.”
“Modesty,”
another mother said. “A wonderful trait. You must be so proud of
him.”
“Oh,
quite.”
Her
eyes roamed over the noisy fracas in her carefully landscaped
backyard, scanning for any shadowy corner, any shady tree, any area
of the pool Tayson might be hiding in.
“Well,
here he comes!” Patrick said.
She
glanced around and found Tayson walking out of the back patio doors,
blue gradating to white swimtrunks on underneath a white with blue
flowers shirt open to his mid chest. She had picked it out for him
and he loved wearing it when they traveled to tropical spots or went
to the pools of friends of theirs. Well, friends of hers and
Patrick’s. He glanced unsurely at his fellow summer-free students
as they walked past, blushing at some of the girls in their
swimsuits, as he approached her and Patrick.
“There
he is!” Patrick said with enough of a slur in his voice to make
Madyson wince. “What took you, son?”
Tayson rubbed his arm.
“I was, uh, having a snack before I came out.”
Patrick
patted him hard on the shoulder like he was a prized dog. “Well,
we’re glad you’re here now.”
Madyson, already feeling
slightly embarrassed for him, patted him gently on the back. “You
look very handsome, Tayson,” she said.
The
other mothers chimed in their agreements and his cheeks turned red
beneath his glasses.
“Why
don’t you grab a drink or a snack and go hang out with your
classmates?” Madyson said.
Tayson
eyed the long table full of snacks, from fresh fruit and nuts to
candy and chips, and the iced coolers laden with sodas, juices, and
waters. “Yeah, I’ll, uh, do that.”
Madyson
watched him as he went over and made a plate for himself and grabbed
a soda. Then, he glanced around, seemingly unsure of what to do. None
of the other students seemed to notice him, or in fact seemed to
actively avoid him.
C’mon,
Tayson,
Madyson thought. Just
go up and talk to them. Find a group. It’s not that hard.
Frustration for him and annoyance at his seeming ambivalence to all
she’d put out primarily for him made her wince and pout.
She
watched him walk around and stand awkwardly near and around other
students for what felt like forever, occasionally laughing or nodding
his head at something said, only for the others to either blithely
accept his presence or outright ignore him. Was this what school was
like for him? Surely it couldn’t have been that difficult?
Then,
finally, another student walked up and began talking to him. Then
another. Though, frankly, none of them seemed the cheerleader or
football star type, Madyson was just glad he finally seemed to find
people to talk to. She smiled and went to refill her sangria.
#
“Yo,
cool house, Tayson,” said a student named Maddox.
Another,
Amelia, said. “I can’t believe how big your pool is.”
The
third who had approached Tayson, Jackson, said, “Thanks for having
us over.”
While he wasn’t close with them and weren’t
exactly the most popular kids in school, they’d always been
friendly enough to Tayson, and he appreciated them coming to talk to
him. “Thanks, guys! Though really, it was my mom’s idea to have
it at our house.”
Maddox
asked, “For real?”
“Why?” asked Amelia.
Tayson
said, “I think she thinks it’ll help my popularity or whatever.
Really, I think she just wanted to impress the other parents.”
Jackson
said, “That’s kinda messed up.”
Tayson
shrugged. “She’s always doing stuff like this. One time, she made
us go on vacation with some friends of hers and their kids. I spent
most of the time drawing by myself.”
“Those
gross monsters you’re always drawing in class?” Amelia asked.
Tayson
almost beamed at the possibility of attention, though he knew Amelia
was gay and she did use the word “gross” to describe his art.
“Uh,
yeah,” he said.
“They’re,
uh, kinda cool.”
Jackson said, “Yeah, remind me of stuff
out of the Resident Evil games.”
“Right!”
Tayson said. “I love those games!”
Maddox
asked, “Do you have a sweet game setup? Big TV and all that?”
“Well,
I don’t really have a TV.”
“Oh.”
“No,
I mean, I have a projector in my room. Fills up one whole wall.”
The
others gasped in astonishment. They began asking him what he’d been
playing lately and sharing their own gaming predilections. As they
talked, Tayson noticed his mother smiling at him from across the
yard. He smiled back at her.
#
“Tayson
looks like he’s having a good time,” Patrick said.
Madyson
said, “Finally,” and drank her wine. She eyed the other parents,
who were watching their own kids play in the pool.
“Pardon
me, Madyson,” a mother asked, “where is the bathroom?”
She
answered, “There’s one in the pool house, but I can see there’s
a line growing. If you’d like, I can show you the other nearest
restroom and give you a quick tour of the house?”
The
other parents agreed, and soon Madyson was showing them and a gaggle
of young teenagers. After losing a few who quickly formed a line at
the two nearest guest bathrooms on the first floor, Madyson took the
rest on a guided tour of her proud home. After showing off the
multimedia room and her and Patrick’s studies, one teenager asked,
“Is there another bathroom on this floor?”
Madyson laughed.
“Yes, it’s down the hall, just before Tayson’s room.”
A
trio of boys shared mischievous looks and made down the hall.
“Now,
if the rest of you will follow me,” Madyson said, “I’ll show
you the rest of the house…”
#
Tayson had just finished his snacks and was about to take Maddox,
Amelia, and Jackson up to his room to show them his gaming rig when
he heard shrieks. The first came from the house. Then, another from
the pool house. A third erupted from the pool itself. Tayson and the
others spun their heads searching for the source of the commotion,
and Tayson’s eyes bugged when he saw what it was.
It
was his monsters, his drawings, his art, ripped out of his sketchbook
and being used to scare girls by boys from his class.
“No,
no, no!” he said as he ran to the closest ones by the house. He
snatched the drawing of a bee monster out of the boy’s hand,
distraught at it being ripped from the spiral binder and torn along
the edges. Parents stared, students laughed, and cameras recorded as
he ran to the pool house where another boy was teasing another girl
with a sketch of a zombie gorilla.
“Oh
god, Tayson!” Madyson groaned as people stopped and stared.
“Give
that back!” Tayson cried as he grabbed the paper out of the other
boy’s hand.
The
last person had his actual entire sketchbook in the pool and was
trying to freak out a girl with one of his favorite pictures, that of
a reptilian dog hybrid. Clutching the pictures close to his chest,
Tayson begged, “Please! Give that back!” But all his classmate
did was dangle it out of reach.
“Tayson!”
Madyson yelled as she got out of her seat and ran to the side of the
pool.
Tayson
grabbed at the book, held just out of reach. Then, his foot slipped,
and he tumbled in, pages flying into the water, and knocking the boy
back and sending his sketchbook to the bottom. Water rushed into his
nose and he struggled amid a sea of legs and arms as he dove down to
retrieve his treasure. When he broke the surface, gasping for air, he
was greeted by a chorus of laughter and jeers. He reached the edge of
the pool and put his sopping wet sketchbook on the edge, like a
friend he’d failed to save from drowning. Water pouring down his
glasses, he could just make out Maddox, Amelia, and Jackson moving to
the back of the ground. His dad stared at the mess that had become
his backyard and took a long pull from his beer. And standing several
feet above him, a look of rage on her burning red face, stood his
mother.
#
“What
were you thinking?” Madyson asked.
Tayson
sat on his bed staring up at his parents. The party was over, his
classmates and their parents long gone, and the shadows falling over
the now vacant pool and backyard outside matched the pall falling
over Tayson’s mood.
“Son,”
said Patrick, waving a half empty beer bottle about, “you really
upset and embarrassed your mother, and-”
Madyson held up a
hand. “I can handle this, Patrick.” Her eyes never left Tayson.
“What were you thinking?”
Tayson’s
jaw dropped. After the debacle at the party, his mother had sent him
up to his room cradling his ruined art. Now that everyone was gone,
she had the gall to come up here and ask him what he was thinking
when other people vandalized his work and humiliated him? It was all
he could do to hold his hands out like he was showing her something
obvious.
All
he could do was stammer. “I… they’re the ones who… my art…”
Patrick
said, “Look son, we’re not looking for-”
Madyson, without
looking at him, said, “Patrick, please. I’ve got this.”
He
shrugged and turned and headed into the media room. Soon the sounds
of a baseball game could be heard from the TV. All the while, Madyson
clenched her eyes shut and seethed. She then closed the door, folded
her arms, and stared down at Tayson.
“What.
Were. You. Thinking?” she demanded.
Tayson
blinked in shock. “What was I thinking?” he asked. “Are you
serious? It was those guys who ruined my art that did it!”
“I
remember explicitly telling you to put that sketchbook of yours away
in case we showed anybody the house.”
“I
did! They must’ve come into my room and found it! And why are you
mad at me and not them?”
“You
could’ve just let those awful pictures go instead of making a
scene.”
His shoulders sagged as he felt his pleas falling on
deaf ears. Not just deaf, but closed shut.
He
turned away and muttered, “You could’ve…”
“I
what?” Madyson demanded.
He
stared up at her. “You could’ve done something.”
Her eyes
bulged like he’d insulted her. “What would I have done, Tayson?
Make a fool of myself trying to recover your monstrous art? Debased
myself in front of my peers and their children?”
“How
about stand up for me?”
She
blinked rapidly. “What do you think I’ve been trying to do? I
opened up our home for your classmates in the hopes that you might
actually get out there and interact with them and hopefully take your
steps into high school with a new look at things.”
“Mom, I
don’t want that! I just… wanna be me!”
“And
what’s that going to get you, Tayson? A lonely four years
continuing to be the ‘weird kid?’”
“I
like being the ‘weird kid’ Mom. It’s not my fault they don’t
get me. And, I was starting to get along with some people who didn’t
care!”
“And
maybe you wouldn’t have to if you…”
She looked away.
“If
I what?” he asked.
“If
you weren’t… the way you are, Tay.”
She
looked at him with such pity that it was impossible to meet her gaze.
He stared at the floor instead. Then, anger at what she’d said, at
everything that had happened, burned like octane in him.
“If
you loved me for who I was,” he said, “you wouldn’t have been
humiliated today.”
He glared up at her and, for a fraction of
a second, saw remorse, sadness, and love in her. But it was quickly
cascaded over by the usual disapproving anger he was so used to.
She
said, “If I didn’t love you, Tayson, I wouldn’t have risked
humiliating myself in the first place.”
With
that, she threw his door open and stormed out. Tayson got up off his
bed and slammed the door shut. After he did, he slammed his eyes shut
against the oncoming tears.
#
It
was past 11. Madyson lay in bed and was still seething so much she
had been angrily reading page after page of a trashy thriller and
barely absorbing the words. Patrick was dozing off and on beside her,
the end of a game on the TV on top of their dresser. A loud snore
made her fantasize even more about the cheating and murderous wife in
her book. Finally, he snorted and woke up, looking around sleepily,
then turned to her. He asked if she was still up which she replied
with a curt, “What’s it look like?”
“How
was Tayson?” he asked.
“Fine,”
Madyson said with a hard flapping turn of a page. Obviously she
didn’t mean it.
“Sure
you weren’t too hard on him?”
“No,”
she said, thinking back to the harsh words exchanged between them.
Patrick
shrugged then turned off the TV and rolled over to finally go to
sleep. But, bringing up her argument with Tayson had only stoked the
fires inside Madyson. How could he be so foolish? She tried to
rationalize that he was young, not even turning 14 until October, and
that it had, indeed, been his prized, disgusting drawings that had
been ruined. Maybe
I could’ve been a little gentler with him,
she thought.
I could’ve made those boys leave, but their parents assured me
they’d punish them.
She shook her head. What
am I thinking? It’s not like he’s drawing Picassos or whatever,
it’s just gross, disgusting monsters. It’s not worth worrying
over. What is is Tayson wasting his time and his talent on them.
Then
an idea struck her.
There’s
the downtown arts fest happening in a couple weeks. I could take him
and show him some real art, talk to real artists, get his talents
focused in the right direction.
She smiled and closed her book. Maybe
he’ll be a true artist yet.
#
The
downtown promenade, with its renovated shops and restaurants, was
bustling with fervor as now tents and booths filled the closed off
main thoroughfare. Tayson walked behind Madyson and Patrick, wide
eyes soaking in all the pictures, paintings, and photographs on
display by local and visiting artists.
Madyson
asked, “Well, Tay, what do you think?” as they pushed through the
bustling crowds.
Tayson
eyed a booth full of photographs of horses. “Very cool. But…”
As
they’d been walking, he’d seen immaculate oil paintings of
landscapes, charcoal drawings of peoples’ faces, statues of figures
and shapes, and more than he could imagine. What he didn’t see were
any monsters, aliens, demons, not even dinosaurs. Maybe some wildlife
photography and paintings caught his eye, but that was about it. Just
the kind of art his parents and their friends would enjoy buying and
hanging in their homes, not the kind he’d see in comics and manga
or in video games and movies.
“But
what?” asked Madyson.
Tayson
shrugged and said, “It’s all kinda… normal.”
Madyson
rolled her eyes. “Look around! Just imagine if you had your own
booth. You could be making a killing with your skills.”
Tayson
lit up.
“And
the appropriate subject matter, of course,” his mother added.
He
pouted.
“I
wonder if there’s a beer tent?” Patrick asked.
Madyson
said, “Dear, if you want to find us some food and yourself
something to drink, you’re more than welcome to. Tayson and I can
take care of ourselves.”
Patrick pecked Madyson on the cheek
and was off, leaving Tayson and Madyson to walk alone by themselves.
They continued passing by booth after booth, Madyson stopping to gawk
at expensive landscapes and paintings of squares, circles, and random
colors and splashes of paint that were inscrutable to Tayson. Soon
though, he was studying the black and white sketches of wild animals.
Madyson
walked up behind him. “What did you find?”
“Wow,”
was all he could say.
The
artist, a young man maybe ten years older than him, arms littered
with tattoos and piercings in his ears, walked up. “See something
you like?”
Tayson pointed to a mostly black picture of a
tiger with its stripes, claws, and teeth in white. “I love this!
How’d you do it?”
“Thanks,
kid. I took the photo myself at the zoo and then sketched it in black
and white.”
Madyson
placed a hand on his shoulder. “My son likes sketching.”
“Oh
really?” asked the artist, eyeing Tayson’s mother a little too
long. “What do you like to draw?”
“Monsters
and stuff!” Tayson blurted out. “Y’know, like aliens from
movies and Resident Evil monsters and stuff.”
The artist
smirked condescendingly. “Not bad. But, there’s nothing like the
real things.” He looked up at Madyson. “I bet your mom’s as
fierce as a tiger herself.”
Madyson
put a finger to her lips. “Only when I’m provoked.”
The
artist chuckled, and Tayson felt his interest waning like it had been
pushed downhill. Madyson and he began talking, and Tayson went back
to looking at the art, his interest in the artist dying. It was good
art, and he could see himself doing something like it. But it just
didn’t scratch the itch of something made purely from imagination.
His
eyes drifted outside to the other booths and vendors. “Mom?” he
said. “I’m gonna take a look around.”
But Madyson was
busy laughing at something the artist said as he showed her one of
his tattoos. Tayson rolled his eyes and strolled away. Soon he was
lost among paintings, portraits, sculptures, and scribbles, most of
it looking like the kind of respectable art his mom wanted him to
make, not the kind that actually drew anything from his soul. Before
long, he was standing as the crowd surged around him wondering where
she and his dad were and when they were going home.
Then,
his something tugged at his ears. “Art supplies!”
He
spun around and approached a booth at one of the closed off
intersections. “Handmade Art Supplies!” read a sign. Sun shining
in his eyes, Tayson strolled into the humble tent and found himself
surrounded by brushes, pencils, and paints. But what caught his eyes
were the row upon row of leatherbound books of every color lining the
booth’s walls.
“Hello,
young man!” asked a gorgeous woman about his mother’s age, with
deep yellow blonde hair wearing a punk rock band T-shirt and chain
bracelets on her wrists dangling tiny locks.
“Hi,”
he said, as gobsmacked by her beauty as he was by her merchandise.
“Looking
for something?”
“I,
uh… are those sketchbooks?”
She
glanced behind her and beamed. “They are! My son and I hand make
everything we sell.”
Tayson saw a young man about three or
four years older than him standing behind her wearing a shirt with a
skull with a wagging tongue who was busy helping a customer, an older
gentleman, buying some paint brushes.
“You
can pick them up if you want to look,” she said.
Tayson
all but jumped at the wall of sketchbooks. He picked up a blue one
with a diamond studded pattern that was about six by eight inches. He
opened it to see fine, thick, pure white paper. He put it back then
went for another, a green one, maybe 10 by 12, with a leather strap
clasp and pure white paper. Then, another, shiny black leather
exterior, four by six, with aged brownish paper and a long red ribbon
placeholder.
“These
are amazing,” he said as he felt the paper and the weight of the
books.
“Thank you,” the gorgeous clerk said. “They take
a while to make. We sell a lot at renaissance fairs.”
“How
much are they?”
“There’s
a tag.”
Tayson
finally noticed the small tag hanging by a piece of string. His
stomach hopped into his throat when he saw the price of $60.
“That’s
a lot,” he whispered.
He
checked the others and saw that the six by eight books were $80 and
the 10 by 12 ones were $100 on up.
“Yes,”
the pretty clerk said with a hint of regret. “We put a lot of work
into them, so they do cost a lot.”
Tayson
held the book, not even the largest or one he liked the most, like it
was a friend he was seeing leave on their last day of school, and put
it back on the rack. “I’d really like one,” he said. “But I
don’t have that much.” And he doubted he’d get his mom to hand
out that much for something she probably thought he’d fill with
nonsense.
“Oh,
I’m sorry,” she said.
Tayson
heaved out a sigh. “I hate it. I just lost my last sketcbhook,
too.”
“Oh?”
He
went on to tell her the tale of his disemboweled and drowned
sketchbook from two weeks ago. Pity for him and anger at his
injustice filled her face.
“That’s
dreadful!” she told him. “So you liked to draw monsters?”
“Yeah,”
he said. “I love monsters! Aliens, demons, all kinds. My mom hates
it. It drives her crazy.”
She
nodded thoughtfully. Then, a gleam entered her eye and she looked to
a box underneath the racks of books on the wall. She knelt down,
Tayson glancing away from her nice protruding posterior, and pulled
out a simple eight by ten book bound in plain brown leather.
“This
was a custom piece we were working on,” she explained, “but as
you can see, the leather got scratched up pretty bad.”
Tayson
nodded. It did look like a lion had clawed at the exterior.
The
clerk held the book to her chest and smirked. “What have you got on
you?”
Tayson
practically yanked his wallet out of his pocket. “Is $20 good?”
He
held the money out and the clerk mischievously snatched it up and
shoved the book into his hands. Tayson opened it and flipped through
the pages, imagining all the things he could fill it with. It felt
like he’d had a missing limb reattached.
“Thank
you!” he said.
The
clerk leaned down until her amazing face was inches from his. “Now,
don’t mind your mom. You go on and fill that with all the monsters
and creatures you can imagine.”
He
beamed at her. “Thank you so much!” Then, he deflated some. “I
just hate to think what she’ll say when she sees it.”
“Don’t
worry, honey.” She put a hand on his shoulder, making him turn beet
red and his pants tighten. “I’m sure she’ll come around.”
With
another thank you, Tayson was out the booth and sprinting down the
promenade like he’d just learned how to run. He found Madyson and
Patrick a few minutes later, him with a beer, her a glass of wine and
a soda.
“There
you are!” she said as he approached. “Find something?”
Tayson
shrugged like it was no big thing. “Oh, nothing. Just a new
handmade sketchbook.”
“I see! So, has seeing some of this
art inspired you?”
“You
could say that.” He grinned.
She
narrowed an eye conspicuously at him, then smiled. “Okay. Here’s
a soda. C’mon, let’s keep walking.”
Tayson
took the drink, sipped, and followed his parents. But as they
continued through the art fair, all he could think of was what he’d
draw first when he got home.
#
When
they got home, Tayson wasn’t the only member of the Wianwright
family to bring in something art related. Patrick had picked up a
foil embossed painting of Nolan Ryan pitching, and Madyson got a
painting of tropical frogs for the pool house. After Patrick excused
himself to go hang out and watch a game with his buddies, Madyson
recruited Tayson to help her hang the painting in the pool house.
“There,”
she said after having him realign it multiple times.
He
stood beside her to admire his work. “Looks good to me,”
“Me
too,” she said. “Isn’t it a gorgeous piece?”
Tayson
admired how the paint seemed to drip the frog into existence and how
the colorful plants contrasted with the red-eyed blue and green frog.
“It is. Good choice, Mom.”
“Thank
you, Tay.” She took a breath. “I could you see painting something
like this.”
“Really?” It felt like balloons were lifting
his chest up.
“Oh,
yes. Certainly prettier than those monsters you prefer.”
It
felt like the balloons popped. He kept a deflated, ‘Oh,” from
escaping his lips.
Madyson
glanced outside. “There’s still an hour or so of light left. I
think I’ll have a drink and get in the pool. Care to join me?”
It
felt like he’d just sink to the bottom if he got in. “No thanks,
Mom,” he said. “I think I’ll just go play some games or
something.”
She shrugged and said, “Suit yourself.”
He
was in the kitchen making himself something to drink when Madyson
came down the stairs in just a white and gold bikini and holding a
towel. Tayson wasn’t dumb, he knew his mother was gorgeous. But
seeing her beauty that didn’t appreciate his own gross weirdness,
not only that, but was angered by it, made him feel all the more
lonesome and gruesome. He avoided looking at her spectacular curves
as she sashayed out the back patio doors into the remaining sunlight.
Tayson,
suddenly feeling disgusting and unloved, decided to take it out on
his sketchbook. Soon he was up in his bedroom hovering over the new
sketcbhook laid out on his desk like he was being called to write
holy verse.
What
was it the pretty blonde clerk had said? “Fill that with all the
monsters and creatures you can imagine”?
Mom
liked that frog painting,
he thought. I’ll
make up the slimiest, wartiest, most disgusting monster frog I can
think of!
Imaging
frogs possessed by demons, mutated by viruses, or just evolved beyond
belief, Tayson took his freshly sharpened pencil and, with only a
moment’s hesitation over the gorgeous blank page, spent 30 minutes
sketching, erasing, then redrawing, coloring and shading a frog
monster. It was colored a sickly blue and green with yellowing warts
all over its slimy body, angry red eyes, a long pink tongue lolling
out of its giant wide, round mouth, filled with small knobby teeth,
and had long, grasping, webbed fingers and toes.
She
likes the frog painting,
he thought angrily, I’ll
give her frogs!
#
Madyson
swam languidly in the large pool, the early evening summer sun still
cascading down onto her even as it declined down the sky. She had
maybe 15 minutes of natural light left, but then could of course turn
on the pool’s lights. The water was just on the side of cold, and
had tingled her body as she slowly waded in. Now, she was warm and
alive as she floated and swam up and down the pool’s length.
She
leaned back and floated, staring up at the dimming sky soon to be
filled with stars. She felt her muscles loosening from her tense
workout the day before. She’d always been in shape, though now as a
late 30 something mother she needed to be extra cautious. Which was a
nice thing about the pool, letting her workout and relax at the same
time. And, since it was still early June, the summer nights would be
just cool enough to allow reasonable use of pool’s connected hot
tub. She sighed and stroked backward, her breasts ambling up and down
in the water. Her bikini felt almost strangling on her, as it always
did when she was alone. And if she wasn’t sure Tayson was upstairs,
or if at least he was absorbed in a video game, she’d have removed
if and swam naked. But she couldn’t risk traumatizing her poor son,
even with a body as well toned and gorgeous as hers. And besides,
their high white stucco walls prevented anybody from looking in, the
back wall faced undeveloped land beyond their gated community, and
their only neighbors were in Europe for a month.
Finally,
the sun sank below walls. Soon, the automatic timer would light up
the pool. It felt to Madyson like the perfect time to adjourn to the
hot tub with a nice drink. She strode up the steps out of the pool,
cool air tingling her skin, and went to the small bar in the back
patio and poured herself a glass of champagne. Then, she sauntered
over and slipped into the hot tub, turning it up just enough to warm
her.
As
she drank and warmed, it was truly a temptation not to strip down.
After all, her towel was within reach in case Tayson came outside.
Glancing back at the house, she rationalized that while his room was
on the other side of the house and faced the undeveloped land out
back, he could still walk down the hall or come down to the kitchen
and see her. But after another sip and a few seconds, she thought,
Hell
with it!
and undid her top and slipped her bottom off, setting them on the hot
tub’s ledge beside her towel. I
can just cover myself with my towel and he can just deal with it.
She
leaned against the tub’s ledge as the water began to heat amid the
sun’s dying rays. Her thoughts drifted, to the handsome artist
flirting with her that morning and how seriously tempted she might
have been under certain circumstances, how Patrick was out with the
boys again and their own perfunctory sex life, that it had only been
truly wild when they were trying to make Tayson, and then, with a
sigh, her thoughts turned to her son.
That
boy…
Madyson thought, then took a bitter, bubbly sip. All
I do for him and he just lives in his own horrid fantasy world.
She took a bigger sip. Maybe
today really got to him, thought. He seemed fascinated by that
handsome man’s animal art, and he liked the painting I purchased
for the pool house.
She took another drink and smiled, thinking, I
bet today will be a real turning point for him.
The
last bit of sunlight finally died, leaving her comfortably hidden in
the dark. The bubbles tickled her brain, and she leaned back and
kicked lazy splashes in the water.
It
covered the sound of something slipping into the pool.
Madyson
stared up at the dark sky, thoughts dancing in her head as her body
warmed in the hot. She reached for her glass for another sip when
something splashed by her feet at the point where the hot tub
connected to the pool.
“Patrick?”
she drunkenly asked. “Did you get home early?”
Then
the timer kicked the lights on, and Madyson saw it wasn’t her
husband climbing into the hot tub. It wasn’t even somebody. It was
something.
It
stood at least five feet tall, almost a head shorter than her but
still too tall for what the frog-like thing it was. It had long
fingers with almost round, suction-like tips grasping the edge of the
hot tub as it lifted itself out of the pool. Its body shone in the
blue pool lights as a ghastly blue and green with hideous yellow
warts all over, coated in slime. But worst of all were the red eyes,
red as a blood moon, staring at her with hideous horizontal irises
atop a round, bulbous mouth. A smell like dirt and rotten flesh
filled her nostrils.
It
took only a blink for Madyson to go from slightly inebriated, warm,
and relaxed to frigid with horror. She opened her mouth to scream,
but before the sound could escape, the giant frog had opened its
mouth and exploded its tongue out, ramming it into her open mouth and
splattering her face with thick saliva. Finally she did scream, but
the sound was muffled by the thick, muscular thing worming around
inside her mouth, the awful taste of its rancid tongue on hers, its
saliva rivuleting warmly down her throat.
She
kicked up water as she turned and tried to run out of the hot tub,
but the frog creature’s tongue elongated out of its mouth, roping
around her chest, squeezing between her breasts, and then pinning her
arms helplessly to her side just above the elbow. With a yank it
pulled her back, slamming her naked back and rear against its
disgustingly lukewarm, slimy skin, somehow more slippery than the
water yet impossible to escape.
Then,
its hands were on her breasts, long thing, muscular fingers grabbing
her like she was a piece of meat. Its round, suction-cup like
fingertips pulled at her skin. She thrashed against its grasp, but
its massive tongue and thin, sinewy arms were inescapable. All the
while, its tongue wiggled about in her mouth, thick and all but
gagging her and choking her screams in a forced, unstoppable frog
french kiss, the long, membranous length of it around her body
massaging her bests and squeezing her lover-tight like a boa
constrictor.
Still,
she kicked up water, making loud splashes with her free legs. She
tried to kick and jump away, but it proved impossible. Maybe the
noise would attract attention? Maybe Patrick would come home soon and
rescue her from this unbelievable living nightmare? Maybe even Tayson
might see and come to her rescue?
And then, to her disgust, its round finger tips began tugging at her
nipples. A strange feeling began to seep into her skin from her
contact with its mucusy flesh, making her body hotter, her legs
quiver, her eyes dilate, and to her shock, her pussy warm. And as she
squirmed against it and it pressed against her, she felt something
begin to protrude from between its legs against her exposed rear.
All
the things happening to her body, the constricting, choking tongue,
the grabbing hands, the hot sensation soaking into her skin, was all
too much. But the thing that was beginning to poke at her round butt?
That was too much. Only able to breath through her nose, she began
hollering as loudly as she could, thrashing as hard as possible. But,
all she managed to do was get the area around the hot tub well, all
that happened was that she tired herself out.
Nobody
came to her rescue. Madyson was helpless.
As
she struggled more against the frog thing’s body, it finally
released its molesting grab of her breasts and took hold of her hips.
Strong fingers dug into her flank and thighs, stilling some of her
thrashing. Its tongue remained in place, almost massaging her body
and chest. Then, they began to spread her legs apart. Madyson managed
to turn her head just enough to see, past its uncaring, inhuman eyes,
through the saliva coating her face and the her loose, stuck hair, as
her rear and back bounced against the things’ belly, something
long, thick, and slick like a tail extend from between its legs. Its
pointed head began to poke at her thighs as it slid towards her.
To
her horror, her body almost welcomed it as the tip pressed against
her pussy.
No
no no!
she thought but was powerless to do anything. She clenched her hot
pussy tight, but the head slid easily between her lips. Then, as it
gripped her tight, the frog rammed its hips forward and plunged its
cock into her, slick and slimy, thick and wart covered. Madyson let
out one last bellowing scream, and then its tongue was down her
throat. Her own saliva ran down her pouty lips as they compulsively
sucked on the frog creature’s tongue.
Help!
her mind screamed. Somebody!
Patrick! Tayson!
#
Tayson,
having finished his drawing and spent more than enough time admiring
it, had then sighed, felt like it was another great work nobody would
admire but him, and then relegated himself to playing video games.
So, he’d put his headphones on, turned down the lights, and booted
up an indie horror game on his gaming rig. But, within a few minutes,
he was too, albeit pleasantly, creeped out to keep playing.
Shuddering with joy, he decided he needed some dessert and so,
descended down to the kitchen.
He
descended the stairs, light from the hall above all there was to see,
towards the darkened kitchen. He was about to flick the lights on
when he caught sight of movement out the large windows facing the
backyard. He could see the pool lights were on, and his mother was in
the hot tub. But what was she doing? It looked like she was leaning
against the hot tub ledge. But…
Is
she naked? Oh my god! And is somebody in there with her?
Then,
as he stepped closer, his eyes all but bulged out of their sockets as
he saw what he had drawn was in the hot tub with his mom, and he
realized what it was doing to her. It was like he’d been punched in
the gut and all the air had left his lungs.
Mom?!
he thought.
Running
up to the window, he could see some sort of strange frog monster
fucking Madyson hard from behind, its hands on her hips, its tongue
wrapped around her naked body and plunged deep into her mouth. Her
head was turned and her eyes glued to the monster having its way with
her, terror splayed across her face. Tayson was about to throw the
door open and run to her rescue, but his hand stopped, hovering
inches from the door knob.
What
am I going to do? What can
I do?
He
stared at the unbelievable sight unfolding in his backyard. A monster
was fucking his mother! What could he do, run up and hit it? He
wasn’t strong or athletic at all. Beg it to stop?
And
as he stared transfixed at the sight, wondering what to do, he
finally recognized the creature from his sketchbook.
Is
that… my
monster?!
He
felt like fainting. Not only had his drawing come to life somehow,
but it was fucking, no, raping
his mother. Though he was inside, he could just make out the
splashing and almost hear her strangled pleas.
Did…
did I
do this?
She
squirmed its grasp, splashing more water about as it rammed her from
behind. The realization that somehow he had caused this happen to her
almost made him vomit. He felt unsteady, weak at the knees.
What
am I doing? I need to save her!
Then
another thought entered his mind, of his own pleas for her to help
him save his art from bullies from his school she’d invited to his
home, of all the times he’d shown off his newest work of art only
for her to either roll her eyes or stare in revulsion, of how he’d
all but begged her to accept him as he was while she’d done nothing
but make him feel almost unwanted by his own mother.
Why?
He
pulled his hand back from the knob and retreated into the darkness of
the kitchen, his eyes still glued to the sight of her being used by a
monster, by his
monster. His breathing grew rapid, his blood hot, and he couldn’t
stop from noticing the bulge growing in his pants.
Why
should I save her? he
thought as he continued watching.
#
The
frog’s cock filled Madyson’s pussy, its warts rubbing against her
G-spot. That and whatever chemical the slime off its skin was
producing just made her more aroused. Her jaw worked weak gasping
cries out as the frog monster’s tongue continued ramming her
throat. With all her struggles to shake off the thing, she’d only
grown weaker. Or was she succumbing to what it was doing to her?
No…
no, help! Somebody help me!
But
her strangled cries were turning to strangled moans, her eyes were
beginning to roll into the back of her head, and her toes were
starting to curl.
The
awful creature reared back and shoved its cock into her again.
Somebody…
Her
hips smacked against the thing’s as it shoved its cock into her,
each thrust penetrating deeper and deeper into her. Tears fell out
Madyson’s eyes as she sucked the frog’s tongue and moaned into
it. Surely this horrible experience, this forced, inhuman pleasure
was nothing but a bad dream? But she could feel the pain as its cock
went deeper and deeper into her pussy, its grip tighten on her hips,
its tongue, almost sweet tasting, all but squeeze the air from her
lungs.
Then,
it began pounding her harder, faster, groaning croaks escaping its
open drooling mouth.
Is
it going to? No… No!
But
as it fucked her harder and faster, she realized she was getting
closer, too. She clenched her pussy tight to try and stop the
oncoming pleasure, but that just made her grip its cock firmer.
“Uuuuhhh…
oooooohhhm…” she moaned out of her full mouth.
Water,
slime, saliva flew everywhere as the frog jackhammered Madyson. Her
breasts heaved up and down between its licking hold on her torso, and
her head began wobbling as she lost all control.
I
can’t cum to this thing! I can’t I can’t I… oohhh…
“Hrrm…
guuuhh…” she tried to gasp.
She
shuddered and shook in the frog thing’s embrace, loud smacks
emanating from them as it fucked her. It croaked gurgling, pleased
sounds along with her choked moans. Then, it’s hips quaked. Madyson
could feel it coming for both of them.
No,
no, no, noooohhhaahh…
“Oooohhaaaaah!”
she bellowed into its tongue as she climaxed on its wart covered
cock. Her limbs quaked like wet noodles, electric pleasure curling
her toes.
Then,
the frog pulled back and plunged as hard and deep as it could into
her and began unleashing load after load of hot, slimy cum into her.
Madyson could feel it filling her up and overflowing, rivuleting down
her thighs and into the hot tub. She gasped and tried to breathe,
finding she was getting just enough air through her nostrils.
The
frog thing shook against her as it came, its grip on her hips and
thighs vise firm, its tongue almost cracking her body. Then, it began
to relax against her, its tongue loosened and unwound around her.
When it finally plopped out of Madyson’s mouth, she gasped like a
drowning woman and let out weak, barely audible moans.
“Oooh…
godd… no…” she whimpered.
All
the energy going out of it, the frog collapsed against her, head on
her back like a spent lover, and the two sank together into the hot
tub. Madyson blinked the tears away and sucked in welcome breaths.
She leaned against the ledge as the monster slipped off her and into
the water.
What…
did I enjoy… oh, god!
Her
body still trembling, Madyson pushed herself up onto her forearms to
take stock of her surroundings. Smacking her lips full of saliva and
slime, which also coated her body, awful, thick cum spilling out of
her into the hot tub, she glanced behind her to see what had become
of the frog monster.
It
was gone. She was alone in the hot tub, exhausted, coated and filled
with horrible secretions, and, blinking at her naked solitude, in
shock as to what had just happened.
She
began to scream, then covered her mouth, shut her eyes, and let the
tears come. After a few minutes of quiet weeping and moaning, she
turned to the house.
#
Tayson
had watched the two of them fuck like he was watching a nature
documentary and a horror movie at the same time. All the while, to
his surprise, his penis had only hardened and swollen. When they both
finally finished, he grew woozy and took a moment to realize he’d
been holding his breath for he didn’t know how long.
Then,
the frog had slipped off his mother and into the hot tub. When
Madyson came to and began looking around, it seemed gone.
He
watched as she cried, and fought every impulse to rush out and hug
her. But fear, shame, and excitement kept him in the dark kitchen.
Suddenly,
Madyson looked to the house. Tayson froze. Did she see him? He
watched as she slowly stood out of the hot tub on unsteady legs and
reached for her half-soaked towel. Then, gingerly picking up her
bikini, she made her way to the house.
“Shit,
shit, shit!” he whispered as he backed out of the kitchen. He ran
for the stairs and practically flew up them to his room. He put his
headphones on, turned his game back and, with one last thankful
thought, closed his sketchbook and shoved it between his bed’s
mattresses. His shaking hands took hold of the controller and he
began to play, albeit very poorly. After a few minutes, his breathing
had calmed and he had quick shaking. The question was, where was his
mom?
Maybe
she’s calling the cops? he thought. Oh god, what will they
do if they find my sketchbook? Or maybe she’s calling Dad to get
him home now! Or maybe-
“Tayson?”
He
almost jumped out of his skin as he heard his named yelled. He pulled
off his headset and spun to find his mother standing in his doorway
clad in a white robe, her wet hair plastered messily to her head.
“Y-Yeah?”
he said.
She
practically whispered, “I said, are you okay?”
He
swallowed. Had she seen him? Did she know? Or had he even imagined
everything?
“I’m
good,” he said. “Just, uh, scared. Y’know, scary game.”
She
nodded weakly and began to turn, then stopped to ask him, “Did you,
um, see or hear anything?”
He blinked rapidly. “Like… in
the game?”
“No,
no, uh, just now, outside.”
Her
eyes were wide and her lips trembled. He had difficulty staring at
her, but couldn’t not.
“No.
Why, did you hear something?”
She
sputtered a laugh. “No, I… no, it’s nothing.”
“Oh.
Okay.”
With
one last, long glance at him, she stepped out and pulled his door to.
He listened until she closed her own door far down the hall, then put
his headphones back on. His hands held the controller, but he didn’t
play.
He
looked down at his pants. His hardness still made them poke up like a
tent.
He
fumbled through a few in-game deaths then decided it was time for
bed, though the was far from sleepy. After turning the lights off,
getting into just his boxers and sliding into bed, he proceeded to
stare up at the ceiling. Eventually, his dad came home, but the only
noise he made or that Tayson heard was from him opening and closing
his and his mom’s bedroom door. Then, Tayson was free to try and
sleep.
What
did I do to my Mom? he wondered all throughout a mostly sleepless
night until he finally passed out from worry, all the while, his mind
on the leatherbound collection of paper hidden below him like a time
bomb.
#
The
next morning, Tayson awoke at the first light of dawn through his
windows. He had slept maybe three hours, and felt like a high-strung
cat as he shot out of bed and ran to his bathroom. It was Sunday, and
while he and his parents weren’t regular church going types, today
he hoped his parents wanted to go.
Could
he ever forgive himself for what he’d done?
I
didn’t mean to,
he thought. But, he hadn’t stopped it. In fact, he fought against
remembering that he’d thought she’d deserved it.
Then,
he took his eyes off the burgeoning sunrise and stared at his closed
bedroom door, as though any moment now Madyson might burst in and
accuse him of something. But, she didn’t.
The
minutes slowly passed until he braved going downstairs. The house was
quiet and the kitchen was empty save for early morning sunlight. He
thought his mom might make breakfast, she did most weekends, but
doubted she would this morning. So he sat at the kitchen table, still
debating what, if anything, to do.
Footsteps
sounded down the stairs. He sat up straight as a rebar rod. But it
was only his dad, coming down the stairs in his bathrobe with a
slouch and rubbing his head. He gave Tayson a half-hearted wave and
then headed for the coffee pot, already bubbling. Likely he’d had a
few with his friends after the game was over and was paying the price
now.
“How’re
you doing?” Patrick asked after making himself a cup of coffee and
leaning against the sink.
“Good,
good,” Tayson lied. “How’re you?”
Patrick
rubbed his head. “I’ll be okay after breakfast.”
“Good,
good. How’s, uh, how’s Mom?” Tayson dared to ask.
“I’m
fine,” she said.
His
head jerked to her as she came down the stairs. He hadn’t even
heard her. She wore a blue T-shirt and white yoga pants, and he tried
not to think that he’d seen what was under them. She looked sleepy
but seemed fine as she made her own cup of coffee, filling it with
sugar and cream. She sipped from the steaming mug and leaned against
the kitchen island.
“What
do you want for breakfast?” she asked.
“I,
uh…” Tayson said. “What did you feel like?”
She
shrugged nonchalantly. “Nothing in particular. Well, nothing too
complicated either.”
“Uh… I think just some cereal.”
She
nodded and turned to the pantry, asking him which one he wanted. He
said Coco Puffs and she proceeded to make him a bowl of it and set it
in front of him like everything in the world was normal. He slowly
ate, eyes on her as she went about the kitchen, kissing Patrick on
the cheek while making herself a bowl of cottage cheese, berries, and
chia seeds. When she took her place at the table with him, it proved
difficult not to stare at her, knowing what he’d seen the night
before.
Or
had he seen it?
Maybe
I imagined the whole thing,
he thought, watching her chew and look at her phone. She
looks so… normal.
Patrick
sat down and nursed his coffee. Soon they were talking their old, non
specific conversations, Patrick about the game and his night out with
his pals, Madyson about her social schedule the upcoming week, and
Tayson occasionally interjecting with barely-acknowledged talk about
the game he was playing or movie he’d just seen, though everything
he said that morning felt forced.
Then,
Madyson said, “How would we all feel about going to church
tonight?”
Patrick
nodded his approval. “It’s been a while. Good idea, hun.”
Tayson
said, “Uh, yeah, good idea, Mom.”
She
gave a small smile and took the last bite of her breakfast.
Tayson
downed the chocolatey milk in his bowl and hopped out of his seat,
offering to take hers to the sink and do the few dishes as well.
Madyson thanked him for his thoughtfulness and he filled the
dishwasher more gratefully than he ever had. When he finished his
parents had gone back upstairs.
Yeah,
he thought. I
just imagined what happened last night. It felt so real, though. And
why would I see Mom that way? God…
He
was about to head back up to his room and chock the whole event up to
over-imaginative late-night gaming hysteria when he glanced out the
back windows to the pool. Everything seemed normal, except that the
door to the pool house was cracked open. He walked outside to it and
saw that the place where he and Madyson had hung the frog painting
was now bare. A quick, frantic search of the house produced nothing.
But, he saw through the front living room windows that something had
been placed on the curb in front of their house. Tayson threw the
front door wide and ran out. There, propped up against he curb, was
the frog painting, tilted on its side.
Oh,
shit!
he thought.
He,
quickly and quietly as he could, ran back up to his room, locked the
door, and retrieved the sketchbook from inside his bed. Had he cast a
spell with his skills somehow? Was the sketchbook magic? Or was some
sort of demon taunting him? He opened to the first page to see his
colored drawing of the frog still there like a bloody thumbprint on a
murder weapon.
But
the picture of the monstrous frog, the only thing he’d draw in it
so far, was no longer the only picture inside. On the other side of
the page the frog was on was a new picture, sketched in pencil then
colored in. It was of his mother, bent over the ledge of the hot tub,
fucked by the frog, its tongue wrapped around her body and shoved
down her throat, a look of pure, ecstatic terror on her face.
A
matching look of horror now mirrored itself on Tayson’s face. He
definitely did not draw that. But, there the picture of his was of
his mother’s rape by the frog creature he’d in his unmistakable
style as if he had drawn it.
He
slammed the book shut. Gotta
get rid of this!
he thought. He could burn it, but had no idea how to start a fire in
their fireplace. And he couldn’t throw it away for fear that
Madyson might find it. But as he held the thing, even though it only
contained one sketch done by him, and had somehow drawn in itself, he
knew he couldn’t get rid of it.
What
else can it do?
The
idea, the guilt, the shame, the possibilities, made him hide it away
in the bottom of his laundry basket. Madyson had recently made him
start doing his own laundry, and knew she’d never check there.
Still,
he thought, I’d better research this and the people who sold it to
me.
But
all he found were movies and books about drawings coming to life, and
he never noticed the name of the people who sold him the sketchbook,
nor did it itself have any identifying signatures, marks, or web
sites written or etched in it. So, with quivering fingers, he placed
it back beneath his soiled underwear and socks.
Tayson
did not draw another picture for a while.
#
As
the weeks passed, Tayson kept the sketchbook hidden like a gun that
might go off. Then, one day, he became angry enough to pull the
trigger and pencil something in it.
Patrick
was out of town on business, and for days it had been just he and his
mom. Madyson busied herself with her social calendar, mostly with
mothers and women from their sporadically attended church, which he
didn’t mind, wives of some of Patrick’s friends, which he also
didn’t mind, and mothers of his fellow classmates, which he did
mind. She also increased her workout routine as summer pressed on,
going from just running a few times a week to body movement and
strength training exercises as well as getting her old bike in
working order and taking it out, sometimes dragging Tayson along as
well. He couldn’t help but wonder if she was doing something to
offset what had happened, if she was trying to push past the trauma,
or get her feelings out. She never brought up what happened in even
the smallest way, or at least in any way he could tell. But guilt
over what had happened stuck in the back of his mind like an itch he
couldn’t do anything to scratch.
Then
one June day, as he eating leftover pizza and she was having a salad,
she said, “I haven’t seen you draw much lately.”
Tayson
struggled to not stare bug-eyed at her. He only paused between bites
and then chewed slowly to think of a response.
Does
she suspect?
he wondered. Does
she
know?
He
swallowed and said, “I haven’t felt really inspired lately.
Mostly just been gaming and watching stuff.”
She
nodded then. “That’s good. What have you been watching and
playing?”
He blinked. Was she actually interested in the
horror and scifi games and shows he liked? She didn’t give him free
rein to just watch or play whatever he wanted, as long as it wasn’t
too gory or had too much sex in it, which felt horribly ironic to him
now. But still, was she actually curious?
She
might also be trying to figure out if I was somehow behind the frog,
he thought. But, the idea that she was interested in what he was
interested in was too much.
“I
found the indie horror game called Tentacle
Factory
I’ve been playing,” he said, “You’re tasked with making toy
monsters for a toy company, but the factory itself may be an actual,
like, eldritch space monster or something. I’m not sure yet. And
I’ve been watching an anime called Berserk about this swordsman who
goes around killing evil monsters and-”
But
Madyson winced like she smelled something bad and lifted her hand up
to halt him. “I get it.”
“Is…
is something wrong?”
Maybe
I should just tell her?
he wondered.
She
took another sip and said, “I just thought if you weren’t drawing
foolish things that you’d put watching and drawing them behind you.
That maybe you were going to use your artistic skills on real
things.”
“Oh.”
He all but deflated like a balloon into his chair.
“It’s
just… you’re so talented, Tay.”
Proud air lifted up his
lungs.
“But,”
Madyson continued, “you waste it on such awful things like those
gruesome movies and comics and I don’t know what else. You could be
doing so much with your art! Painting beautiful landscapes, drawing
animals, figure drawing people, I don’t know! Instead, you’re
just so interested in such grotesque things that infest your brain.
And when the other mothers talk about their sons playing sports or
going on missionary trips or what have you, what am I supposed to
say?”
Tayson
said nothing.
Madyson
shook her head and sighed. “I’m going to meet some girls for
lunch. Why don’t you go for a swim or do something other than fill
your head with monsters like… like cockroaches infest a house?”
Tayson
was still as she stood and left, slouched over his unfinished pizza.
His appetite gone, he merely sat and stared at the table. Then, his
eyes narrowed.
Who
does she think she is?
he thought. Better
yet, who does she think I am? Does she think I’m just some weird
monster she has to put up with because I’m her son?
He slunk further into the chair. Maybe
I am. I am
the weird kid at school even the other outcasts barely have anything
to do with. But, she’s my mom! She’s supposed to have my back no
matter what! Instead she treats my interests, she treats me, like…
like she said! Like I’m a cockroach infesting her house!
He
clenched his shaking fists and steadied his quivering lips as his
face went from palid to angry red.
Cockroaches,
huh?
#
It
had been three weeks since it happened, and in that time Madyson had
done everything from exercising, socializing, wining, dining, all but
finding a therapist or priest to talk to, in order to put what
happened behind her. Nothing like it had ever happened to her. Hell,
she doubted anything like it had ever happened to anybody!
Online searches had only introduced her to the disturbing world of
hentai, which brought up such painful, terrifying feelings that she
almost broke her laptop slamming the lid down. She almost worried
that Tayson could draw things like that, but she’d never seen
anything reaching such levels of perversity in his art, thank god,
and he wasn’t really even drawing recently, double thank god, so
she could put that worry out of her head.
Sometimes
that boy seems positively non-sexual,
she had thought. If
I didn’t know he’d had crushes on girls at school, I’d have
wondered.
Still,
she couldn’t put what had happened to her behind her. The
nightmares woke her up in a cold sweat. She would only near, much
less into, the pool during the day and when Patrick or Tayson were
near. And every so often, something would trigger her memory of it,
be it the splash from Tayson jumping into the pool while she was
sunbathing or Patrick drunkenly fumbling on top of her, during which
she clenched her eyes shut and tried not to feel it again as he came
in her or if he managed to make her climax. She could still taste
its tongue, feel its slime-coated skin, feel its cock inside her. She
would shudder, try and push the thoughts away, and get on with
whatever she was doing.
And
yet, it had been the most intense orgasm she had ever felt. Though
she dared not think those words, she couldn’t entirely push away
the feelings, however terrifying, the sensations, however grotesque,
the pleasure, however unwanted.
It
was just something in its slime,
was the most she would tell herself. Some
toxin it produced. I had no choice but to feel… what I felt.
She
was thinking those very thoughts that June day as she showered after
her workout, the feeling of the water rinsing her helping cleanse her
mind as well. She would go out with the girls, have a few mimosas,
come home and make dinner for she and Tayson, then watch some trashy
TV with some wine, and it would be another normal, boring day.
She
sighed. Another boring day. She should be so lucky. And grateful.
Yet…
Could
something like this be happening to other people?
she thought as water ran down her toned body. Could
other women out there be fucked by monsters in secret? Am I actually
part of some strange, elite club full of women with tales to
unbelievable to tell?
She
breathed in the steam from the hot water and exhaled hotter air from
her lungs. The frog thing’s tongue had choked her, but felt so
satisfying to suck and kiss. Its skin had been so sickly slimy, and
yet had made her so hot. And its cock…
She
breathed hotly in and out her nose as her heart beat harder and she
thought of going to the bathroom after it had fucked her to squirt
its cum out of her pussy, thick and ropy. She’d even bought a
morning after pill the next day just in case. After all, it had
fucked her good.
No,
not fucked, she
thought.
Raped. It raped me. I was…
Hotter
than she’d ever been since she was a hormone filled teenager.
Madyson
clenched her eyes and ran water over her head. The conflicting
sensations and emotions, the unreality of it all, ricocheted around
in her skull. She shook her head and threw the thoughts off. She had
things to do that day and a life to live. She quickly finished
rinsing and got out.
Within
the hour she was at lunch with the girls, which proved pleasantly
distracting. They drank heavily and ate lightly at a restaurant busy
with a lunch crowd near the river and spent time gossiping about
others and complaining about work and bitching about their husbands,
only once when discussing their sex lives did Madyson blink and flash
back to the frog. But soon one of her friends was talking about
dating multiple men at the same time and she and the other ladies
were laughing and begging for more info out of her, Madyson even
growing a little flustered as she talked about a two-man threesome
she was a part of. They spent almost two hours talking before one
girl excused herself to pick up her youngest from day-care, thus
beginning she and the others scurrying their way.
The
remnants of a pleasant buzz bubbling in her brain, Madyson decided
she’d do some shopping, see what was on sale, and then make her way
home. As she put on her large round shades, she looked up at the sky
and saw only a single, dismal cloud discoloring the pure blue sky.
Soon, it would dissipate entirely beneath the glowing sun. Madyson
smiled and walked to the nearest upscale boutique. For the first time
in almost a month, she felt safe and carefree.
After
all, it was the middle of the day. What could happen?
#
Tayson
hadn’t been sure how it would work, but he felt confident it would.
So, once Madyson had left, he’d unearthed the sketchbook from its
burial place under his filthy laundry, admired his work on the frog,
stared in shock at the magically-drawn picture of it fucking his
mother, and then flipped to the next page, set it down on his desk,
and assembled his pencils of charcoal and color, eraser, and begun to
draw like he was casting a spell. He began by googling pictures of
cockroaches and, finding them not nearly gross enough, began
elongating their arms, adding spikes to their legs and carapaces,
giving them large, beady, black eyes, dangling antenna, and, with at
first unsure then cocky fingers, long, thick cocks extending from the
end of their bodies, pink and dripping yellowish ooze.
He
laughed to himself. How
about some
cockroaches,
Mom? These will show her!
A
part of him felt guilty for what he was doing. His face was the red
of a stop sign as he imagined what would happen to his mother. But
still, he didn’t stop drawing, though his excited hands wavered.
After an hour of hurried, careful, even spiteful work, his page was
crawling with three giant roaches. Tayson held the sketchbook up and
admired his handy work, late afternoon sunlight cascading over the
drawings, threatening to send them scurrying off the page. He set it
back down on his desk, and waited.
What
happens now?
he wondered. Mom’s
still out with her friends. Is she gonna be swarmed by these at a
restaurant?
He cursed himself that he might miss it. Then, he wondered, What does
it mean that I want to watch? It means I want to see her punished, of
course! But he couldn’t help but wonder if it meant more. Just the
thought of seeing Madyson punished by being fucked, no, raped by his
monster drawings come to life made his heart race and dick throb.
He
leaned back in his chair and drummed his fingers on his thighs.
So…
when does it start? And where is she, anyway?
After
thirty minutes of waiting, flipping back and forth between the front
and back page and seeing nothing appear, and finally scrolling on his
phone, Tayson grew anxious and searched through streaming services
until he decided to just watch The
Thing
again. He was halfway through when he heard Madyson come home and
call out to him from downstairs.
“Yeah?”
he called back from the top of the stairs.
She
appeared at the bottom. “I just got back. What are you
doing?”
“Uh, just… gaming. Why?”
“I’m
going to change. Why don’t you go for a walk with me? We could take
the trail just behind the neighborhood.”
He blinked. Had it
already happened and she was just acting normal?
“I
think I’m good.”
Madyson
put her hands on her hips and huffed. “Suit yourself,” she said,
then went up into her bedroom. After a few minutes he saw her come
out blue shorts that ended just below her butt, her long legs ending
in white running shoes, and a white tank top around her chest. Tayson
unconsciously licked his lips at the sight of her. Maybe
it just hasn’t happened yet,
he thought.
“I’ll
be back in a few,” she said, then went down and out the door.
Tayson
continued watching the movie for a few minutes before thinking, Wait
a minute! Some of those trails are pretty isolated. What
if…
He quickly put his shoes on and ran down to the front door. It’s
about to happen!
#
It
was well into the afternoon and the summer sun baked down onto
Madyson. She passed a few other people, some women her age, others
kids younger than Tayson, but mostly she was by herself. She jogged
down the sidewalk and into the dirt trails that ran behind her
neighborhood. The sun was bright, she was cool in the shade, and
everything was as it should be. I
should hit my runner’s high pretty soon!
she thought happily. And best of all, her mind was clear. Save for
one thing.
I
wish Tayson had come out with me. That boy spends too much time in
front of a screen. Next time, I’m making him join me!
But
on she ran under the shade of trees as a light breeze cooled her
exposed skin. The birds sang and insects chirped. She passed fewer
and fewer people until, invigorated by her run, decided to take the
trail that led farther away from the main one and away from her
neighborhood. It would circle back, and she knew in five minute’s
time she’d be back and on the downhill slope.
Madyson
was halfway down the path, almost to the point where it curved back
around, trees to her left and right, when something rustled in the
brush a head of her. She skid to a stop, panic flooding her
bloodstream. She prepared to bolt in the opposite direction when a
squirrel, fluffy and cute, leaped out of the underbrush and scurried
past her. After a second, Madyson let out the breath she was holding
in her chest.
Get
a grip, girl,
she told herself. Just
a squirrel.
Pausing
for a laughing breath, Madyson looked up to the shaded sky. The birds
were quiet and the insects had stopped chirping. She felt peaceful
quiet for the first time in weeks.
Then
she noticed it. A shadow moved in the canopy of oaks, ashes, and
pecans. It was the shape of a large leaf or petal, but almost a foot
and a half long. What
is that?
Madyson thought as the dark shape moved along a tree limb.
The
shape suddenly stopped and dropped. At first it seemed to Madyson
like a bird about to take off. Then, she froze in horror as the
familiar form came into view. It was a cockroach, only almost two
feet long, with a shiny brown
and black carapace, long, spiked legs and giant antenna. Its
wings buzzed as it landed on her, its
weigh making almost knocking her onto her back, its
legs scratching and clawing at her chest as its face and antenna
filled her eyes.
Madyson
let out a huge scream, but the last person she’d seen was ten
minutes ago and she doubted her cry would reach beyond the thick
foliage. She flung her arms about to try and throw the creature off,
but its claws dug into her shirt and pinched her neck and dug into
her hair. Pure black eyes stared uncaring at her as mandibles clacked
and drooled warm wetness onto her exposed neck and chest. She pressed
against the things thorax, slick and cool, and with a shove tossed it
off her, tearing at her flesh and top, exposing her sports bra. The
giant cockroach landed on the trunk of a tree, then turned and hissed
loudly at her, its antenna waving angrily.
“What
the fuck?” Madyson said between panicked breaths. The giant
cockroach flapped its wings like it was about to launch itself at
her. She kept her eyes on it as she backed away and prepared to run.
Another
skittering sound came from behind her, followed by an angry hiss. She
spun just in time for another of the giant roaches to fling itself
off the ground at her back. Before she could jump away it had clung
to her, legs clawing at her back and sides as it began to tear at her
yoga pants. No, not at them: it was trying to dig inside them!
Madyson screamed, “No!” and grunted as she reached for the thing
and tried to pry it away, but it shoved its head into her pants. She
could feel its antenna wiggle and mandibles pinch against her toned
butt as it wormed into her pants. She instinctively spread her legs
and reached behind her to try and grab the end of its abdomen, but it
had buried itself inside, hairy, spiked legs tickling her, its
carapace cold against her flesh. It dug between her legs which she
tried to close, but was too late. It wiggled between her legs,
curving its body between them, and poked its awful beady eyed head up
from the front of her pants, its antenna waving and mouth nibbling at
her stomach, its body pressed against her pussy. Forelegs came out,
tearing more at her pants, and gripped her hips. Its other legs
grabbed hold of her thighs and butt.
Then,
something began to press out from the end of its abdomen.
“Gah!”
Madyson cried. She tried pressing against the thing, but its grip was
too strong, and it only succeeded in pushing her pants down a little
more.
Something
long and warm and wet was coming out of the cockroach in her pants,
and was beginning to jab at her pussy.
“No!”
Madyson begged, pulling at the roach’s arms. “Not again, no!”
It
hissed, its body vibrating almost pleasurably against hers, as it
jabbed its cock at her pussy. She tried to clench it shut and press
her legs together, but the giant insect was too thick and strong.
Then, its dick found place and plunged deep inside Madyson, slick and
long with hairy feelers all along it. Its legs hooked itself in place
against her flesh and began pounding her.
“Oh,
goooooood!” Madyson cried, hoping that somebody, anybody, might
hear her.
But
all that meant was that the cockroach on the tree had a beeline for
her open mouth. With a flutter of wings it pounced and landed upside
down on her, its abdomen up against her mouth, its face shoved down
between her tightly packed cleavage inside her sports bra, and its
clawed legs around her head and in her hair, on her neck, and around
her chest. Madyson’s screams were quickly muffled as it shoved its
short, stubby cock between her terrified lips and began pounding her
face. She tried to twist her head away and spit the thing out, but
its legs held her in place as it tried to shove its cock to the back
of her throat. She breathed through her nostrils as the rancid taste
of its slimy, pronged cock slapped against her tongue and tickled her
mouth. Her lips worked against it, but all that managed to do was
suck it harder.
God,
please, no! she thought as she was again used by inhuman monsters
seemingly from nowhere. The one in her pants slid back and forth
against her G-spot, its hairs tickling her clit. Terror at first kept
her upright, but the forceful motions of the horrid creatures was
beginning to drag her down. Her knees wobbled then met and they fell
into the dirt. She tried pulling at the one fucking her face and
pushing at the one in her pants, but they were too strong and heavy
to be removed.
Then,
another hiss sounded from behind her. Madyson glanced back in time to
see a third cockroach scuttle out from beneath a fallen log and
pounce her. It landed on her back and drove her to the ground. Within
moments it had shoved its tail into the rear of her yoga pants and a
third awful cock was probing at her butt. Madyson rolled and tried to
press it off, but with the other two already weighing her down, she
was helpless as the third shoved its cock into her ass, its bristly
legs with their spiky hairs tickling her, its antenna wiggling on her
back and mandibles biting near her spine. Her own hairs stood on end
as terror and forced pleasure flooded her bloodstream.
Encased
in three of the things, Madyson began rolling on the ground and
grabbing at them, hoping to push them off or crush them. But they
were strong and weighty, and all she managed to do was tire herself
out. As the woods filled with their awful hissing and the wet sounds
of them invading her orifices, all Madyson could do was moan futile
pleas out of her gagged mouth and think, Not again!
#